"Held" Natalie Grant

This song, for Daryn, Brandon, & Scott. i know this song first reminded my friend of her cousin, Daryn, but i see why. now, it reminds me of the 3 above listed. it's truly my favorite song.
i feel as my life had been robbed. one by one, i'm losing friends, and family member. i want them back.

Check it out Now:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOufqWodFNo

September 23rd.

Today is another sad day. i'm really sick of having people stolen from my life one by one.
Scott David Maxwell died today. here's the story from Wzzm 13 news.

MARNE, Mich. (WZZM) - Ottawa County Sheriff's Deputies are investigating an accidental electrocution on 16th Avenue in Marne.

Scott David Maxwell, 44, of Coopersville was pronounced dead at Spectrum Health downtown after his construction truck came into contact with power lines at a job site.

Lt. Mike Brookhouse said that Maxwell noticed the boom on his truck, which carries concrete forms, come into contact with power lines. Maxwell left his truck and walked around it and then went to get back inside. When he touched the truck again, it had become energized and he suffered the fatal shock.

Other workers at the job site attempted to revive Maxwell before he was transported to the hospital.

Why does everything bad happen on 16th ave. ??? i wanna know why. i feel cursed, haunted, & robbed.

SDM memory lives on forever.

Rain & Daryn.....

Rain Reminds Me Of.... Daryn.... <3
Reminds me of.....

When it rains, its always hard

A couple days ago, on Wednesday, Sept. 10th, ( 1 year ago marking Daryn's memorial) my mom reminded me that last year, we (the 5th graders) went to pick up my flute for the start of fifth grade band. it was raining that night. as almost all you know by know, Daryn was going to play the flute. Anyways, my mom mentioned to me, "today it's raining, and last year, when we went to pick your instrument up, it was raining about the same temperament. there for, when it rains, it comforting, but hurtful. in all of my life i had hoped i'd never have to deel sorrow such as this. to this day, it just doesn't seem real. It's over welming all the time. soaking up sorrow is hard. so, when it rains, i feel Daryn. i can feel her. when the sun shines, I see Daryn. and any weather in between, i think of Daryn. & i wonder what it's doing upt here in heaven.....is it raining? is the sun shining as bright as can be? or is it erie? and filled with sorrow. someday, i hope to find out. I feel the rain on my skin, i Feel the sorrow through-out my body, & i feel Daryn.....in my heart, & soul.

I mean EVERY word i've said on this WHOLE blog.


~Acorn~

Today is a Sad Day...

We you think of Daryn, what do you think of? i think of the most beautiful, generous, kind, caring, & loving human being on earth. i actually think a lot more than that, but i wouldn't have enough paper in the world to write everything down. today is a sad day, because it seems like only yesterday she was here. and know i don't wanna close my eyes because I'm scared of what might happen next. I miss that smiley face i used to see everyday. And when you think about, she'd only been in Coopersville Public Schools, for 3 years...And look at all shes done. all of the people she was friends with. all of the people who began to love her after spending that little amount of time with her. that's the affect Daryn had on anyone. She could make the most boring activity fun, and worth being there. that's just how Daryn made ME feel. she never told someone they weren't good enough to hang out with her, or anything. This was a hard year, and i think it will be forever on. be we can't be sad all the sad. we will always be filled With grief, sorrow, & loss, but i think we all know Daryn wouldn't want us sad. she'd want us happy. And we have family, & friends, to wrap us in tender love, care, & sympathy. we know we'll see her again someday.